"here comes the downfall,
and you're here to bring everyone down
too afraid to walk, so you crawl,
you're headed southbound.


this is your downfall,
don't bring anyone with you,
i will no longer answer to your call,
who's guilty? i believe its you." -mai kozai, downfall

just multiple emotions said best through songs.







"got a picture of you i carry in my heart
close my eyes to see it when the world gets dark
got a memory of you i carry in my soul
i wrap it close around me when the nights get cold
if you asked me how i'm doin' I'd say just fine
but the truth is baby, if you could read my mind


not a day goes by that i don't think of you
after all this time you're still with me it's true
somehow you remain locked so deep inside
baby, baby, oh baby, not a day goes by


i still wait for the phone in the middle of the night
thinkin' you might call me if your dreams don't turn out right
and it still amazes me that i lie here in the dark
wishin' you were next to me, your head against my heart
if you asked me how i'm doing I'd say just fine
but the truth is baby, if you could read my mind


not a day goes by that i don't think of you
after all this time you're still with me it's true
somehow you remain locked so deep inside
baby, baby, oh baby, not a day goes by


minutes turn to hours, and the hours to days
seems it's been forever that i've felt this way


not a day goes by that i don't think of you
after all this time you're still with me it's true
somehow you remain locked so deep inside
baby, baby, oh baby, not a day goes by" -lonestar, not a day goes by



"the sky has lost its color
the sun has turned to grey
at least that’s how it feels to me
whenever you're away" -evan and jaron, the distance

this was necessary. my feelings have somehow been sung.




"all day
staring at the ceiling making
friends with shadows on my wall
all night
i'm hearing voices telling me
that i should get some sleep
because tomorrow might be good
for something

hold on
i'm feeling like i'm headed for a
breakdown
i don't know why

i'm not crazy i'm just a little unwell
i know right now you can't tell
but stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
a different side of me
i'm not crazy i'm just a little impaired
i know right now you don't care
but soon enough you're gonna think of me
and how i used to be

see me
talking to myself in public
and dodging glances on the train
i know
i know they've all been talking 'bout me
i can hear them whisper
and it makes me think there must be something wrong
with me

out of all the hours thinking
somehow
i've lost my mind

talking in my sleep
pretty soon they'll come to get me
they'll be taking me away" -matchbox20, unwell

"love isn't like a reservoir.
you'll never drain it dry.
it's much more like a natural spring.
the longer and the farther it flows,
the stronger, deeper,
and clearer it becomes." -anonymous


"dear your name here...
it's been a long time,
very long time since i've heard your voice
and i bet she never thought i was so sorry
so? i've had a hard time,
very hard time seeing less of you
i never thought you knew
so can you see
you're seeing less of me darling
and you're blind to the fact that my heart stopped beating
and i'm as good as dead dear
i forgot your name again...
just picking up where i left off (oh yeah)
this is the part where you leave me so sorry
so? i've had a hard time,
very hard time seeing less of you
i never thought you knew
so can you see you're seeing less of me darling
and you're blind to the fact that my heart stopped beating
and i'm as good as dead

this is all i have to say." -new found glory, sincerely me

"went back home again
this sucks, gotta pack up and leave again.
say goodbye to all my friends,
can't say when i'll be there again." -avril lavigne, mobile


"tomorrow, what price will i pay?
could i make it all up to you
by serving coffee for two in bed?
would you then gimme the time of day?
i need a map of your head, translated into english
so i can learn to not make you frown." -incubus, clean


"the road that is built in hope is more pleasant to the traveler than the road built in despair, even though they both lead to the same destination." -marian zimmer bradley


"doubt is a pain too lonely to know that faith is his twin brother." -kahlil gibran

"faith makes the discords of the present the harmonies of the future." -robert collyer

"it's not life that weighs you down. it's how you carry it." -anonymous


"in my field of paper flowers
and candy clouds of lullaby,
i lie inside myself for hours,
and watch my purple sky fly over me." - evanescence, imaginary


"all day, staring at the ceiling,
making friends with shadows on the wall." -matchbox 20, unwell

like a phoenix reborn, i am here to tell the stories of past hours in a song.

let the flame scorch, the fire warm, you.